We spent 4hours just laying together today, I’ve never felt so safe, loved and happy.
We’re completely head over heels in love with each other but can’t be together. There is no greater pain. Our love would cause too much heartbreak and complication, there’s nothing we can do as we’re best friends too. We are going to be in each other’s lives forever but I hope we are not always a secret. I hope one day we find peace in ourselves and each other and can live happily in each other’s company.
This year is going to be one of our most difficult years, it could make or break us but I know we can pull through it because when I am with you time stands still. When we are together nothing can stop us.
I love you.
I wanna fucking kiss someone I actually have feelings for. no stupid pointless hookups that leave you lonely at night. I wanna kiss someone and wake up in their arms the next day. I wanna receive the love I give. I just want something real.